I see the "End"

Countless thoughts 'r fighting in the mind,
What to pick, how to interpret, that I don't know,
Feels cold, these pijamas are too old,
Door closed, lights went off

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,
Writing random when I ll find my wisdom...

They told I 'm innocent,
But they just told so,
She told She 'll not let me alone,
But she was just like them

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,
Writing random when I ll find my wisdom...

I was happy, I was static,
I had a life, I had you,
I thought so, But I was all wrong,
It was too late when I realized,

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,
Writing random when I ll find my wisdom...

I can't cry, They say behold,
I can't cry, They say be like an adult,
I can't cry, They say I 'll loose my respect,
Amma, I want to cry, I am innocent,

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,
Writing random when I ll find my wisdom...

I see no light, my cell, it is dark,
They off my light, I 'm afraid of dark,
I see a thin light, is it the sun or the moon that I don't know,
Thaththa, Come to my room with your torch,

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,

They told it is a matter of seconds,
They told it is painless if I co-operate,
Dear God, forgive me for my sins that I never did,
Dear God, will I see them in heaven?

Writing random tomorrow I ll find my wisdom...