I see the "End"

Countless thoughts 'r fighting in the mind,
What to pick, how to interpret, that I don't know,
Feels cold, these pijamas are too old,
Door closed, lights went off

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,
Writing random when I ll find my wisdom...

They told I 'm innocent,
But they just told so,
She told She 'll not let me alone,
But she was just like them

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,
Writing random when I ll find my wisdom...

I was happy, I was static,
I had a life, I had you,
I thought so, But I was all wrong,
It was too late when I realized,

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,
Writing random when I ll find my wisdom...

I can't cry, They say behold,
I can't cry, They say be like an adult,
I can't cry, They say I 'll loose my respect,
Amma, I want to cry, I am innocent,

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,
Writing random when I ll find my wisdom...

I see no light, my cell, it is dark,
They off my light, I 'm afraid of dark,
I see a thin light, is it the sun or the moon that I don't know,
Thaththa, Come to my room with your torch,

Seconds tick, I 'm still with my pencil,

They told it is a matter of seconds,
They told it is painless if I co-operate,
Dear God, forgive me for my sins that I never did,
Dear God, will I see them in heaven?

Writing random tomorrow I ll find my wisdom...

Lost in Life, even deeper

Persuading targets, achievements, goals,

Forgetting your favorite songs,

Passing the beaches at dawn and dark,

Ignoring your childhood heart beat,

Without knowing the 'dot' of Life...

Tie around the collar,

Rolex around wrist,

Filtering sun on eyes,

In side Mercedes,

A Life, moves fast... Leaving "The Life"  apart

Smile, A heartiest smile all need, When was the last?

Kiss, A gentle kiss she deserves, When was the last?

Call, Her Son's call she is waiting for, When was the last?

Word, The "Love" what family needs,  When was the last?

Life, A Living life among lost soles, When was the last?

Leave the bars behind, come out,

Breath till the heart beats fast,

Scream loud & dance with the waves till sun goes down,

Show the happiness of being you, letting YOU out of you,

Life goes on... moves on... Let it be always ON...

Lost in Life, even deeper with the real YOU.

Lightning Thoughts

It was raining, I was doing a horrible dance in the rain,
naaa, I was on the bed watching the rain...

She was walking infront of us, wow she was amazing, we all wanted her,
She turned back & looked at us, ahhh you can have her machan...

Land cruiser was next to me in traffic jam, I was going to give him a race, let's see,
lights changed, never mind, with another car this is too old ne...

Tuk tuk came on to him in wrong lane, he was like I m going to thrash u with all my dirty words,
tuk tuk thrashed him instead & he smiled...

Life is about to change, I ll be a new man from tomorrow,
tomorrow morning, I cant remember yesterday...

oh yes, I will wake up @6.30 for lifting irons,
ah it is 29 & I m dreaming on getting ready, @30, 7 the next round number...

Watched Titanic & wanted to be the Jack,
days later, hell no he is an idiot...

I am going to follow all good coding standards, I ll keep my code clean oh Yes,
Prasad, can you write that logic? Yes, sure. No time for standards now...

She was drinking  රේණු, she looked at me & killed me with her smile,
I cuddled her tightly, kissed her forehead & rubbed her hair, in my dreams...

Opend my eyes in morning bed, thought I should write this down,
seconds later here I am writing those crazy worthless shitty words on My Blog, Thanks God, I finally did it...

Chapter 19

Lost In Life...

Here comes the light of the day,

Day, a fresh start with many duties,

Duties,  that decides prosperity of life,

Life, no one remembers or cares till they see death,

Death, what no one wants or expects but it comes like a light,

Light, But I see lights moving fast on the roads at night,

Night, I was thinking sitting aside while relaxing, what actually we are doing on our Life,

Life, here it comes again But still no one feels except the rivalry